My friend tells me recently that I leave a wake of carnage behind me. I don’t know if I agree but I don’t disagree. I have definitely made some decisions that have hurt some people. However, I feel also that more recently I have been cast aside by people who say they love me and then in one swipe can kick me out of their lives like I never existed. I have tried to look at this as a good thing. That these particular people needed to be out of my life for a reason maybe Or that we needed to be out of each other’s lives? Truth is, the sun still rises…but it doesn’t mean that as each day passes, the last memories of these people don’t linger. I’ve never been someone to totally be done with anyone. I haven’t purposely kicked anyone out of my life. And truth is, if they have done so to me, I always welcome them back with open arms if they decide to come back. I made some kind of unspoken promise at one point or another to never care or love with conditions. And I never will.
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I was never the type of person to just “be done” with people, until recently. I dated a guy for six months and I loved him and I thought he loved me, until he told me otherwise. The easiest thing for both of us was to just leave whatever it was we had in the past so that we (I) could move on. It was hard at first, but over time, I think that it ended up making the entire situation easier. Sometimes being away from someone you love or who loves you is the only way, because friendship could never be enough.
Marielle | 01/21/2010 01:13 AM | Link